Monday, February 04, 2008

Wait Some More

So my beta this morning was 31. Needless to say I'm not happy with that number. If this was over, I would have rather had it just be over. If it's not then please give me the numbers to back that up. I still feel what little hope was there after I actually got a digital HPT to say "Pregnant" disappearing. I've been here before, I know how it goes. Again, I just don't see how this can turn out good. I will test again on Wednesday and see what happens. In the meantime I will continue with my efforts to try not to think. Oh, and my doctors office seemed surprised today when I said I thought I had started my period on Thursday. Hello, do you not read the chart??

27 comments:

Meghan said...

Oh Michell, I wish you could have gotten the resounding positive you deserve! Hoping and praying that this little bugger is just a late implanter and you'll get a nice big rise on Wednesday.

B said...

How many dpt does that make? I think it could have just been a late implantation. Many women have a period during their pregnancy. Our friend Sally was 6 mos pregnant before she realized it. I'm sending every positive vibe I have your way Michell.

N7 said...

um...my beta was a 22 with spotting and I'm now 33 weeks pregnant :) HAVE HOPE HAVE HOPE HAVE HOPE HAVE HOPE!!!!!!!!!

bleu said...

I am so sorry you are having such a stressful time. You know this could turn out fine with those numbers, or not. I am opting for fine and lighting a candle for you with that intention.
Try and breathe hun.

Happy said...

I so hope you're wrong, and that you'll see a nice high number on Wednesday.

Unknown said...

Oh Michell, I wish this was easier... and not such an up and down situation. I hope and pray that those numbers double on Wednesday!

The Mother Hen said...

I'm just going with the thought that 31 isn't a horrible number, so lets just see what Wednesday brings. Will you have anoher Beta then too?

The Mother Hen said...

Oh and have you booked your tix yet for Houston?????

battynurse said...

today was 12dp3dt or 15 dpo.

Deena said...

Girl,
Hang in there. I still think it's a good start and pray your number more than doubles.
HAVE HOPE! I like that. But sometimes that's so hard!!!

RaJen said...

at 14dpo, a number over 25 is worth some hope. hang in there.

kittenroar5 said...

You never know, but I totally understand the feeling. FX and positive vibes.

Aimee said...

HI there! I just stumbled across your blog and just want to say congrats!!! My friend had a BETA of 6 and had a baby a month ago!! :o)

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I wish you didn't have to wait. I'm just sending good thoughts and peace of heart.

Navigating The Rapids said...

Sending you positive vibes for Wednesday. I wish this was much easier ((hugs)).

MissNoAngel (find me on Twitter) said...

Well, I don't know much about this stuff yet...but a positive beta is a positive beta, right? I would say be cautiously optimistic. Pregnant until proven otherwise!! ;) ::fingers crossed::

Chelle said...

Some really encouraging comments here - and I agree! You're pregnant, or at least PUPO. I'm hoping for the best!!!

N7 said...

That's right- you are PUPO MISSY!!!! I understand your hesitation but please know that it's not over and this could be the beginning of something beautiful. Some betas need time to climb for whatever reason. And some don't climb for whatever reason. Whatever happens to you- you just remember that right now you have a positive beta and no matter what, you will get through it whether its good or bad because we will all be here to help you. Stay positive like that beta! :)

Dresden said...

thinking of you & HOPING.
xoxo

ProfCJ said...

Hoping lots for you...maybe your body is just so shocked to be knocked up at last that it's spazzing out.

The Milk Maid said...

I am holding onto hope hope hope for you! :D

Deena said...

Checking in on you...

Here's a virtual hug...

(((((((((HUG)))))))))

The Beauty Junkie said...

Michell I give you so many virtual hugs. Try to stay positive.

luna said...

came over from l&f to wish you luck and hope as you wait for you next number... ~luna

kittenroar5 said...

thinking of you...

Heidi said...

Thinking of you. I hope the next beta comes back as a wonderfully shocking happy surprise! xxoo

soul-quest said...

Today is Wednesday and I hope you are on your way to getting a higher Beta, but hey, when you read some of the other comments, stranger things have happened. This could be it. I wish for you that it is.