Decisions

I've decided to take the lower paid position. I e-mailed the supervisor to let her know and turned in my application. I hate to lose the pay but I need to do this for myself. It's funny, I went to work on Friday afternoon and someone asked how I was doing and I realized my decision was made. I had an instant feeling of peace. This is the right choice for me and somehow it will all work out. I know that taking care of myself and working with the tools I have is the most important thing for me. The last couple of nights have been easier to deal with. I find I don't care much what she does. I will admit that I still sit here thinking how disgusting she is. She's one of those who sucks up to everyone and is everyone's friend but yet when you're gone she doesn't have a nice thing to say about anyone. She's a bully. And soon I won't have to deal with her anymore. Such a relief that there is an end in sight.