Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Still No Idea
Several of you mentioned it sounds like my mind is already made up. It is and it isn't. When I got home last night from looking at uber cute house, it was. The more I thought about it, the less it was made up. I went to bed last night thinking no, I can't do it. Especially since it may be July before I can get my house rented. Today I still really want to rent the house, but still sort of feel like I shouldn't. Another part of the dilemma is that my lease on this apartment is up May 9th. So I need to find something else or sign another 3 month lease. I would much rather find something else. Of course owner of the house wants a renter now. I don't want to pay rent on 2 places plus a house payment for a month. If she could wait until May I would likely reconsider. I also know that I could probably get something a little cheaper with a lower deposit. It wouldn't be totally what I wanted but it would suffice for the next 9 months until I decide for sure if I am going to stay her permanently. As far as the renting of my house goes though that is still a for sure thing. I am definitely doing that. It just makes sense.
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Hey, I keep reading your blog but I rarely comment.
Here is what I think I would have done: get your house rented asap, and rent for yourself an uber cute house! Because (as I got it from successful IVF-ers) huge part of the IVF success depends on your mood, and the uber cute house will help you in it. I'm so glad that you are taking this "whale cruises", and enjoying yourself in California. So, now pump on the fiber, continue your beach visits, and you will be fine. But all of this is dependent as to whether your job is secure at SB (because general economy is going south these days.)
Best and Best wishes in all your decisions.
Michell, I hope you make choices that will help you emotionally and financially. I really feel for all those hard choices and I can't even imagine the thought of giving my dog to someone else no matter who it was. That must be hard. My Dogs are literally my children....like on my last vacation I paid a $500 non refundable deposit just to take them to a beach house with us....I can't help it, I adore them. I am praying for you and hoping you take whatever path makes you truly happy and peaceful. Sounds like you really love the area you are in.
Hugs my dear...keep me posted:)
You've really had your work cut out for you! Oh how I hate agonizing over decisions. You need to do what will make you happiest in the long run. Okay, I stated the obvious... Good luck, dearie. I'm sending you a big hug!
Good luck with your decisions. I'm sure you'll make sound ones.
Good luck with your decisions. I'm sure you'll make sound ones.
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