In answer to questions, yes I felt totally fantastic when I sent off that letter to the clinic here about the doctor from hell. I don't know what if anything they will do about it but we'll see. Then yesterday I get a letter from one of the credentialling people for my employer telling me that my yearly physical is past due and I need to get that done ASAP. This is not the first time, or even the second that they have notified me when something is past due that I need to get it done ASAP. I feel like saying your poor planning does not constitute my emergency. I am no way going back to the doctor from hell and asking for him to sign the paper which he wouldn't do any ways since I refused to sign the paper. I don't know if the clinic will try to hook me up with another doctor here that could maybe sign it but I don't know that I'm inclined to try to fix this for my employer. Granted I don't know what that will do for my future employment with them. The other side of that is that there are tons of other travel agencies out there. I just wish I knew what was going on. I of course still don't have a contract for my next 13 weeks which makes me nervous to go out and sign papers for a new apartment. I have been looking at places and I found one yesterday that I liked. The rent was ok, they were ok with my dog and 2 cats. The apartment has a small patio for the dog to go outside. From past history I know she will not go potty out there as she is incredibly fussy about where she potties but she can at least go outside. The deposit isn't too horrible and they are willing to wait until May for me to move in etc. The only thing is that it's almost 40 miles from work. That's a long damn way when gas is almost $4 a gallon. There has been nothing in SB that will allow Sadie. Nothing. So I dislike driving this far, even for only 3 days a week. Also it makes me nervous agreeing to move without first knowing for certain that I have another contract since what if it falls through like it did in Fresno.
I also am feeling very overwhelmed by the idea of packing up my house to rent. I know that I want to do it and that I even really need to do it but the idea of doing it is overwhelming right now. I just haven't figured out how it's all going to work out and when it's all going to get done. So as usual my life feels like it's in a bit of limbo and I am frustrated at how often I feel like I'm in limbo.
Oh and a friend e-mailed me and commented that she is sorry all the getting pregnant stuff isn't going well. Then pointed out all I needed to do was ask God to bless me. Whatever. Thanks, I hadn't freaking thought of that.
7 comments:
That is one of my favorite sayings... "your lack of planning does not constitute an emergency on my part"... classic!
"poor planning does not constitute my emergency" Nicely put!
Good luck packing i know its overwhelming jut try to think 1 box at a time.
I know what you mean about packing. All I've been trying to do for the past few weeks is unclutter and the very idea has me so overwhelmed that I haven't even started.
Hopefully the clinic can refer you to a doc with a half-decent bedside manner.
Good luck. It will all work itself out. I am glad you're not going back to that doctor though.
glad you sent a letter out. That dumn Dr. should get a scolding for his bedside manner. Shame on him!
Good luck with house hunting and all that. Just do it one step at a time, I hope it's not too overwhelming.
Thank you for your comments on my blog. They were very much appreciated.
Hopefully we both get our little bundles soon!
Oh you have got to love the friend who says something so blind as a comment as that when they really mean well. Yet we see the comment as clueless...and sometimes ones that hurt! If only it were so easy to ask God for a child and get one, those darn babies would be dropping out of the sky so fast we couldn't catch them!
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