Thanks everyone for your input on my last post. I do appreciate it all. I will say though that I wasn't really so much lonely as bothered by the low self esteem thing. Not to say that I haven't had my lonely days and I'm sure I will have them again but it's more. The me I want to be has parties and lots of people over and doesn't blame herself when a friendship breaks up. The real me is so afraid of putting myself out there that she just thinks of having parties. I worry that the real me's self esteem issues will carry over to my children and I don't want that. I know all the positive thinking stuff and yes it can help but for me hasn't cured it. And it affects virtually every area of my life.
I'm so tired of work right now. I worked 6 of the last 7 days and I think my body decided it was done. The day before yesterday I couldn't fall asleep and definitely didn't get enough sleep. Yesterday I did fall asleep earlier but near as I can figure my body decided it was done regardless because as near as I can tell I slept through my alarm. I haven't overslept in like 7 years!!! I woke up, moved my sleep mask and realized it was darker than it should be. Rolled over, looked at the clock and saw it was 7:32 pm. I was supposed to be to work at 7 pm. Shit. Of course there were messages on my phone from work. I called them and said I would be there soon. It all worked out fine but oh my, what a beginning to my night. Now I have a couple of days off and plan to find something relaxing to do.
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You obviously needed the sleep. Glad it's your Friday! :)
Don't you hate it when your body makes a decision without consulting you?
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