Stir Crazy

Ok, this is it. I'm going crazy. It's my second night off and I am so freaking sick of sitting around my house it's not even funny. I think I need to go somewhere tomorrow. I'm bored and all I do is sit home and eat. It's too hot to go outside and I have no motivation to go anywhere or do anything other than shopping which really isn't helping that much. I don't need any more stuff, I need to get my bills all the way paid off and save money for TTC. So if I'm not going to go shopping there isn't much of anything to do. And no one to talk to and I'm just going crazy. I get like this at home sometimes too but not as often as I have a lot more stuff in my house to entertain myself with. I've been sitting here reading or watching TV but my chair is killing my back and I don't think I can sit in it anymore. I'm whining I know. It sucks to go day in a day out with no one to talk to. And yes I know I have people I can call and talk to but I admit that I have a hard time doing that because I feel like I'm burdening others with my problems and moods and that if I do that no one will want to talk to me. That whole line of thought tells me that maybe the prozac isn't working as well as it should be. So in spite of the fact that I have a ton of errands I need to do such as take the cats to the vet to get an update on their heart medicine and find a dentist for myself here, get an oil change for the car, etc I think I'm going to hope in the car and go somewhere. Preferably somewhere cooler.