I'm still being patient, sort of

Ok, so I still haven't peed on a stick. But Chelle, don't worry, I will help you remember that little line about just throwing that stick in the garbage. I laughed so hard at that. Very funny. I still may test on Valentines day at which point I will be somewhere between 10 and 11 dpo. Not exactly sure where. I usually hate Valentines day. Nothing like a national holiday to remind me that I'm still single, and no one is sending me cute cards. So, I could test and get a BFP (unlikely I know) and decide Valentines day isn't so bad. Or I could get a BFN (more likely since it's still pretty early) and have another reason to dislike the holiday. Or I could just skip it and wait for like Friday or Saturday. I don't know if my patience can hold out that long. Still not resting well. I don't know why, I just can't. I woke up today after 4 hours and was totally wide awake and wired. Of course I will likely crash early tonight and then be totally off my sleep schedule for work tomorrow. I did sleep very well yesterday though. It was sort of in shifts which I think I wrote about in my last post but slept really hard while I was asleep. The first time I slept 4 hours and at some point my cat came and crawled under the covers with me and I never noticed it. Then the second time, I slept 3 hours and about an hour after I went to sleep my alarm clock would have went off (I had forgotten to turn it off) and I have NO recollection of turning it off at all. I woke up 2 hours after it would have went off and the music was off (I listen to quiet instrumental stuff to block out noises) and I wondered about that, then late last night, I realized my alarm was still on and I couldn't figure out why I didn't remember it going off. I must not have actually woke up long enough to remember. I'm not taking a medication that I usually take that helps me sleep so I don't know if that is the reason why I'm not sleeping or what. I still get super tired though. As far as symptoms go, I can't decide if I'm discouraged or not. I still don't really have any nausea, my boobs aren't particularly sore unless I poke at them. I'm peeing a lot but it seems fairly early for that symptom. The big and only thing I've had that could be a symptom could also be my imagination or my mind playing tricks on me. I get sort of dizzy. It usually starts off with me feeling too warm, happened twice at Walmart and Costco today. It seemed warm in the store and I was wearing a light weight jacket and all of the sudden, I just felt super warm and sort of light headed and like I needed fresh cold air immediately. I have had this several other times in the last few days (the first time was too soon I think for it to be a symptom). Food does seem to help with this as does cool air. I've also seemed hungry a lot lately. I woke up twice yesterday just starving and couldn't go back to sleep until I had eaten. I don't usually wake up hungry but then maybe because I'm trying to eat healthier, I'm eating less and therefore my body actually has a chance to get hungry. But it doesn't feel like I'm eating less. Better maybe but not less. I want so bad to think these are symptoms and to let myself thing that I might be pregnant but I'm scared to. I am trying really hard to just not think through the whole "I might be pregnant thought".