Monday Monday

Another work week bites the dust. Thank goodness. It's been busier the last few nights. I guess because it's warmer and all the dingbats go out, get drunk and or high and get stupid. And boy has there been some serious stupid. I suppose it makes life interesting. Work has become a constant state of turmoil and drama. Everyone is constantly complaining about everyone else. We have two charge nurses who are essentially both bullies. I suppose it's good that for the most part they don't like each other much and aren't bullying the same people. One is pretty open and up front about it and the other is a lot more passive aggressive about it but the results are the same. I usually work with the passive aggressive one (the same one who has made comments about my weight, my lack of what she thinks is an interesting life etc) and while I have gotten better about ignoring her frequent disparaging comments about plus size people and have therefore been able to work with her mostly peacefully, I am still really bothered by watching her bully others. And it happens daily. She has apparently also remarked on other peoples weight that we work with and told a patient that he was fat. I'm at the point where I just don't know what to do any more. If I keep quiet I can probably exist mostly peacefully with her but it bugs me a lot that she treats others so badly. If I step up and say something to her or the manager then she will of course make my life difficult too along with almost everyone else.
Not too much else happening right now I suppose. A couple of weeks ago I did a sleep study test to check for sleep apnea. It looks like it came back that I do in fact have sleep apnea because tonight I'm going back for the second part of the test with the CPAP machine. I'm actually maybe happy about this? Not happy that I have sleep apnea but happy that maybe if we start treating it I will start feeling better and have more energy and maybe even exercise more. With that in mind I found an elliptical on Cra*igs*list yesterday. It's a G0lds Gym one and I got it for a pretty good price. And the really funny thing? I actually also got it to fit in the back of my car. Yup folks, you can fit an elliptical in the back of a Sub*aru F0rrester (without taking it apart). Now all I have to do is really work at getting myself going. Cause right now? I can make it about 3 minutes before I feel like I'm going to totally freaking die. Maybe I can make it 5 by the end of the week???
Oh and I don't know what's happened but it seems that since my last IVF try my cycle has went to hell in a hand basket. I have always had a regular 28 day cycle. Sometimes even a totally freaking annoying cycle that lasted 28 days even though it really should have lasted longer thanks to meds. So I was a bit surprised by the first cycle after that lasted like 41 days. The next month I was back to close to normal at 30 days. The month after that? Back to weird ville and 40 days. This last month was another 30 day cycle. However right after AF left (about 3 days) all of the sudden I had tons of CM. Like fertile CM. Like EWCM. And then I had a day of this weird cramping that felt almost like tenderness around ovulation that lasted about 24 hours and then disappeared completely taking all the CM with it. I find myself wondering if ovulation is sort of may occurring or trying to occur totally separate from my period. Is that even freaking possible?? I can't figure it out at all. Notice of course that even though there is pretty much no hope of cycling any time soon I'm still keeping track of all that stuff. I wonder if that will ever quit.
D is doing pretty good. Still adjusting and when I talk to him he's bored. All that time on his hands not going to work and all. I'm trying to convince him to come down here for a few days. Where the weather is nice :). It's been high 80's here all week which is very nice.
So that's life in my little corner of the world. I'm off for 2 nights now and I plan to relax as much as possible and maybe clean a little bit. Or maybe not.