I have no interesting pics of anything this week. I haven't been getting out much lately. Other than last weeks trip to the job fair and I didn't take my camera that day. Yes, my life is a bit boring right now.
But!! Wednesday I start my Lupr0n injections. I'm torn between being excited (yes I know I'm completely crazy to be excited to give myself shots) and a little worried about how I'll react to the Lupr0n. Hope it's not too bad. Then a week later I start my stims. Yippee!!! This month has went by quickly thank goodness. Even in spite of me not working enough. Which leads me to other things going on in my mind. My job isn't working. It just pretty much sucks. I have had 2 weeks total since I started doing this where I have gotten my full amount of hours. So much for making enough money to pay cash for this cycle. My other recruiter called me on Thursday of last week and was going to start looking for positions for me. And for a little bit I was excited. The thought of going back to Santa Bar*bara is I think what did it for me. Then I got to thinking about packing all of this stuff back up again and moving it all plus all the associated expense with that. Then the possibility of doing it all again 3 months later or whatever. Which is all about enough to make me go completely insane. I don't want to do it. Which means that I think it's maybe time to consider looking at a staff position somewhere and stopping with the traveling. I still don't really feel like I can go home because the pay sucks so bad there and I don't know what job I would do there. Plus the idea of going home in the winter pretty much sucks too. Then I was talking to one of the nurses at work last night. And the pay rate here is surprising, like at least $20 an hour more than home. The charge nurse told me they had a position open and that I should apply. So I did. I don't know if I will get the job, or if I will take it if I do. But I'm going to at least apply and see. I also applied for several other positions too so I will have some comparisons at least. And who knows what will happen but at least I'm looking at different options for now.
8 comments:
Awesome on applying for some permanent positions. I can't imagine changing every few months. I'm new somewhere for the first time EVER and it's overwhelming me...and I didn't even have to move!
Good luck. I'm sure you'll be offered ALL the jobs and have plenty to choose from.
Wow good for you. Hey you need to come get the BCP's from me!!
Yay for starting your injections soon!
Options are good.. at least you are looking at different ones!
Boring is good sometimes. I hope you find a good fit jobwise whether it be temp or perm.
I am excited that you are cycling!!!
I hope that one of the positions work out and that the Lupron doesn't make you feel too icky. I'm so keeping my fingers crossed for you! Thanks for all of your thoughts :-) ((hugs))
I hope you find something that works for you in every way! Just the thought of going back to making 50% of what I'm making now makes me sick.
Good luck.
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